As time gets nearer to Christmas, Mum it getting hard i miss you so much more than you or anyone else will know, the silent tears drop down my face and when they stop i just remember you are still not here. so much has happened this past year, there have been times i have picked up the phone to ring and tell you, but then i remember your not there, so i speak to you and i get no answers, i feel so alone x well mum live goes on as you allways said so im trying to live but its hard without you here x love you allways xxxxxxxxx