Been a while mum, since I been on here, cant help it mum it upsets me somthing terrible, I miss you so much sometimes I cant breath, and it hurts so much, thought why am I here as I hurt so much dont think my body could cope, but it has and I seem to be strong, well that comes from you. So wish you were here though, and that you stopped you smoking, and we would have had a much longer time together. Miss and love you so much, allways in my thoughts xxxxx