well here i am if ur around u know whats going on.. my life has been ripped apart how i still breathe and get up each day i dont know.. where were u wen i needed u y is all this happenening to me ?? im a good person u know this, just troubled as im alone in this world.. and now im even more alone than i ever have... i need my liam i need u i need dad but sum1 up there is testing me and can u please tell them ive had ENOUGH i dnt mean to come here and moan nan but im out of idea's im out of solving this im out of power.. some nights i go to bed and wish not to wake up unless liam is by my side or u... neva felt this low in my life and ur no where icnt even smell u no more nan where r u ??? come bk plz come bk... i love you and i miss u with every breath and beat my heart takes. my pain is ever growing it isnt easing but if ur around help me fix things help me nan ive lit a candle its gna burn for a year and this time nxt yr ill be bk to re light it so u never be forgotten love always xxxxxxxx your denika xxxxxxx