nan im back again ive put a deposit for a new house dwn this morn well mam did for me, i need a fresh start away frm all the bad ppl away frm all the users awayfrom all the pain.. i feel like im goin hme im more or less gonna be on same street where we used to live together. i hope ur around me sending me luck for this house. i still cant feelyou here nan ?? where r u ?? why dnt u come see meno more ?? or r u there but not letting me know ?? nan i feel alone very alone come bk to me plz im begging u let me kno ur here again <3 2013 r gna be big changes nan im gonna move get liam bk and start again if i could id move out of port talbot but liam doesnt want to so im stuck here but i can change my life im 25 now and life is harder than its ever been... i never knew how alone u must felt until now cause i feel alone no1 to turn to no1 to hold me i admire u so much nan for allthe yrs u stuck it out wen joyce n nannie died. if i could go bk in time id give u an ever lasting hug cause u r amazeing. ilove you and i miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx