Well on the 25th october 2015 u became a great nan again to my beautiful little miracle tyla williams xxxxxx and 15 months later i found out baby number 3 is coming... i was shocked scared and petrified.... i know if you were here you would say its gonna be ok... and i now know it will be.. it will be hard stressful and tireing but if you can do it i can xxxxxxx so ill let you know what team we are when i do nan... im hoeping team blue again for realistic reasons.... liam is fab hes so amazing nan if only u could of seen him grow up... he misses you so much too he often looks at your pics of us and says thats ur mammy isnt it mam i know u miss her.. i do too 💙 breaks my heart xxxxxxx anyway im in uni!!! I know i never thought i was capable but i am an im doing it. Im studying health an social care, vulberable adults.. im hopeing to be a social worker within women who have been abused or mental health.. but i have to get mine under control first as i have been diagnosed with bipolar and borderline personality disorder and ptsd.. its hard an i wish u were here to guide me like u used to... i will do all i can to improve my health for my childrens sake. Anyway just updateing you on the life of my lot.. love you so much miss u all the time.. the pain thats in my heart will never go away, until your in my arms again xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx