nan i cnt believe im sittin here writeing to a screen.. u aint reading these i kno an im a loopy cow talkin to u all time out loud round the house.. but i just gotta say i love u an miss u more than anything in this world u were my strength my light aat the end of my tunnel an most of all u knew me better than i kno myself.. an i miss u naggin me an i miss ur cwtch's.. i miss comin ova and havin my daily cuddle with u :'( if i had 1 wish it wud be to have a cuddle off u... i love u more than the amounts of breaths i take xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx