Mum, its early New yrs day, and i cant get you out of my mind, 3yrs have past and yet i still cant come to terms, i miss you so much im crumbling, i want to see you so much hold you kiss you but i cant, mum were are you, i hope you are ok and that you are safe, love u more than ever, the tears flow terrible for me the ache for you is so bad i sometimes dont want to be here, i so want to be with you, Mum life is so not right without you, yet i have to go on. I LOVE YOU MUM MORE THAN EVER XXX